my 3 year old broke her arm at the park across the street and had to go to the er. well i couldn’t take her because i am still exclusively breastfeeding my 2 month old so nobody else can watch him (we have tried pumping and bottle feeding and formula with bottle but he won’t take it) and i couldn’t take him along with us because he is too little to be exposed to the er (especially with it being flu season).
my husband is deployed so i had my neighbor (who we are very close to and my daughter is comfortable with) take her. they are still there, i think they are casting her up right now, but every update phone call with her whimpering in the backround i get makes me feel like a horrible mother for not being there with her, and makes me feel bad that i put my close friend in a position where she had to deal with it (even though she says its ok, i know its not). i am watching her 2 kids right now along with my other 3 and i know i am going to have to make this up to her somehow. but my poor little Mia.. i don’t know what else i could have done, but i feel absolutely horrible for doing it.
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Am I A Horrible Mom For Doing This?
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